I leave you with this. Everything changes, and perhaps it is time to take a long look at your faith, because you are either falling more and more in love with the Savior of the world, or you are forsaking your first love.
“Consider how far you have fallen! Repent and do the things you did at first.” Revelation 2:5. Remember the love you first had. Repent of your failings. And return to the love you had at first.